Aw thanks to everyone who replied to my last post (: I’m def nowhere near strong but I’m trying to be. Right now all it seems I can do is binge /: I ended up purging yesterday too. I have no self control! I either eat too much or too little. There’s no happy medium. Idk what to do anymore. Thoughts??

So haven’t been on in a couple days…not sure if anyone’s noticed? Wanted to get away from the thinspo and triggers for awhile and think about recovery. I’m so tired of hating myself for eating and being hungry. For being overweight and living on the scale. I just want to be happy. I want to eat normally. I don’t want to starve, binge, or purge anymore. I want to be healthy. I’m scared that I won’t be able to though but I’m going to try.